Joseph Spafford to Homer White
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Homer White Esq.
678. 6th Avenue(Care of H. H. Thomas)New York.
Army of the PotomacCamp Griffin Va.Feb 7th/62My Dear Homer -
In the first place I will ask your forgiveness for not writting you sooner. I
recd your letter a long time ago, when we were at Camp Advance I think. Since
that time I have thought of you, and of writing you I cannot tell how many
times, but for some reason I cannot tell why, I have not written. What are you
doing this winter? I am doing the same that the rest of this army is, and you
know what that is as well as I can tell you. We have been here now nearly 5
months, and tho’ we have not seen a battle I think we have lost our share of
men. There is, and has been all the time since we
came to Va. much
sickness in our Regt. The cases are mostly Typhoid fever and they are fatal
cases generally. Our Co. has lost 5 men by death, 4 of them by typhoid fever,
and the 5th heart disease. We have discharged 3 and shall soon discharge 2 or 3
more, and have now 6 cases of fever in Hos. of which I think 2 at least will
die. This is what I call whittling a Co. down pretty well for so short a time.
The Regt. together have lost between 50 & 60, and they are dying off like
flies in the fall, every day. My health has been good all
the time since I left Vt. except about a week when I had the mumps. – Feb 8th I
could not find time to finish my letter last night so will do so now. I dreamed
of seeing you last night, probarbly
for the reason that I was
thinking of you so much yesterday. Yes Homer tho’ I have not written you I have
thought of you often, as my best friend, as one whom I shall not forget even by
years of seperation. Tis not so with those who become our friends after we
become men; a few years pass by without our seeking them and they are forgotten
but friendship formed in childhood as yours and mine was is lasting and not
eaisly broken. How many times the Capt and I have sat in our tent evenings and
talked of you, wondered where you were, what you were doing &c. I have often
wondered why you did not write me a second time tho’ I had not answered your
letter. Where Homer are all those who who were children with us, who were our
schoolmates at G.?
Look for them. Call the roll and see how many
answer, and where the answers come from. Of the boys 3 are in the Army. Dan
White, Nels C. and myself The rest are scattered here and there few, very few
still remain in dear old G. – O how much would I give to see you to night. I
have many things to say to you, “O many the changes since last we have met” but
Homer I feel that we shall meet again, and then we can make up for all this time
lost by seperation. But as Congdon would say – Presto. – We are living very
comfortably here now having enough to eat stoves in our tents to keep warm by
and plenty of bed clothing to cover us. I live as well as I would at home and
sleep as comfortably. Tho’ all the men do not, but the Capt gave me the
priveledge of tenting with him, which is very much better than it would be to
tent with ten or a dozen.
I tried that for a while, and slept for a
month or two on the ground with nothing between my body and that but a thin
rubber blanket, we could not even get straw then, tho’ we all had small bed
ticks furnished us but they were of no account when they had nothing in them.
Now we all have got our ticks filled so you see sleep very well. The Capt and
myself have a cooking stove in our tent so have plenty of warm bisquet, fresh
beef, fresh pork, sausages &c. – in fact live as well as we should at
home.
We are thinking to night that we shall have a chance to try our Enfield rifles on
the Heathen tomorrow, things look very much that way, still we may not. I will
tell you why we think so. Hancocks Brigade
which is encamped on the
right of us, is just starting out with the intention of going to Fairfax Court
House and see what is doing there; they intend to get there by 4 A.M. (it is now
10 P.M.) Two Regts of Cavalry go with them. If they should find the enemy there
(which is more than probarble) and they (the rebels) should feel disposed to
give battle, very likely they would send for Brook’s Brigade (which is the Vt
Brigade) to reinforce them in the morning. We do not know, tomorrow will tell.
One Lieut from our Regt has gone over to go with Hancocks Brigade to night so as
to make a sure thing of it. Fairfax C.H. is about 12 miles from here. – - How is
Ed prospering with his eyes? When are you going to Vt? If you should
ask me that question in regard to myself I could not very well answer it at
present. I would very well like to go there for a few week to see my friends,
but I am not sorry that I came here. If I had staid at home, I never should have
felt satisfied with myself for it. I should have had it to thought of all my
life time. I am not afraid of dying before my time comes let me be where I will
and then whether I am in Vt. or Va. there is no dodging it. You know that was
always my doctrine.
I have two more letters to write to night so will close soon. Is Fred Smith in
N.Y. now? If so and you see him give him my love, tell him to
write
me and tell him company C. and myself are all right. Give
my love to Ed and every body I know in N.Y. – I wish if you receive this Homer
you would answer immediately, thereby returning good for evil. I wish it
convenient you would send me a N.Y. Dispatch with some of your poetry in it once
in a while. It would be very acceptable here in camp.
Direct Co. C. 4th Regt Vt
Vols. Washington D C.
The Capt sends
respects. Write soon and believe me as ever
Your true frienJoseph Spafford