John Lester Barstow to Laura
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I have allowed a few days longer than usual to pass between my Letters for the reason that for the two last mails. I have not heard from you but the mails come now, Every three or four days & I do not begin to worry any yet.
The cold weather, that I have written you so much about, seems to
have left us, & the days are so warm that we have to
raise our tents in the day time - but at night the heavy
dews, & cold, make every thing uncomfortable. -
thundershowers are frequent & the people call it spring
- the leaves are beginning to start on the trees & if
there was any body to do such things - plowing & planting dowing would
undoubtedly be in order. My health has been pretty good
lately, but I am afraid that I shall be troubled with
chills, & fever, for every night, I wake up about 2 or
3-o-clock, with evry symptom of having a chill right away
but by taking [ ] &
pepper I have so far kept them away. Capt. Carpinter, of
whom you have heard me speak so often, has had the chills
& fever very hard, & it seems now as though he
would have a course of billious fever, but I
hope not for he is a very fine young man - He has tried for
over a year to get out of the Army but as yet has not
succeeded. Our Regiment is in a curious situation - as I
wrote you before more than 3/4 of the Regt. have
re-enlisted, but it seems that Gen. Banks does not know
whether to accept us or not. and has sent to Washington
about it. So the men are in suspense about it - on one hand.
expecting to have a furlough of 30 days - & on the other
expecting Col. Thomas every day with 400 more men, which
will prevent their going home. I find it impossible to
realize that over 4 months have passed since I left home -
nearly 5 months - I can assure you that it has not been very
pleasant for me.
To pay nothing of other things. my health has caused me a good deal of pain & trouble - my way of living, has most of the time been wretched - & I have suffered a good many days & nights, from wet and cold. But I would care nothing, comparatively, about these things if I could be easy & contended in my mind. Thinking about going home, and expecting to go, takes my mind and attention away from my duties, so that I do not feel the interest in itthem - that I used to, & still there is so much to do, that in the ambition to have the