AreYouI2ea ...Set.. CONTINUED Fl20l‘1 PREVIOUS PAGE and of well-crafied emotional paint- ings and ear candy. In the wake of the recent Phelps demonstration in Montpelier, “If You’ve Ever Loved” — written by Kathleen Hannan — is the perfect antidote. It speaks of the pain of los- ing of friends and family to homo- phobia an_d fundamentalism, and goes on téi say “Christ said only one thing makes us whole. It’s love that sets us free...deep down I’ve always known God blessed this love of mine.” I found myself wishing that I more songwriters had Hannan’s gift of truth and gentle defiance, and that more singers had the courage to give life to such a message of spirituality, love, passion, and tolerance. It’s unfortunate that the first and title cut of the album is “I’m Ready.” 1 think that this is the weak link in the g compilation. As a drummer, I was disappointed that Lucie chose to use a_ drum machine in this live recording instead of taking Danielle Zanella (her most excellent drummer) to the concert. Perhaps she got carried away with the audience, but she sings ,-RI C-I-I,.%\_R.I),,. T A F 33. L Republican and Proud a review by Paul Olsen Party Crasher: A Gay Republican Challenges Politics as Usual By Richard Tafel I’ve always been intrigued by gay Republicans. Not the self-hating closet cases, mind you. You know the type — the ones who oppose gay rights and think that being gay is something that tlfby do, mostly on weekends, as opposed to who they are. I’m talking about the folks who are out and proud about both their sexual orientation and their politics, and too far back in her throat on this one, making it difficult to understand without reading the lyrics. It could have been good, but the arrangement is lame. It made me nervous about the remainder, but nothing on the rest of the album disappointed‘ in the least. ‘ “Un Etranger dans la Ville” paints a stark, compassionate picture of homelessness and battery in the city and points out that if it were our mother, our father, then surely we would find something to do. If we can see all people as our family, per- haps there will be deeper compassion motorcycles going to "a sugaring party, washing the dishes, riding in the rain, driving through mud, and singing “like Ellen.” Oh, yes, Lucie Blue has a sense of humor! She also has versatility of vocal ' styles. “Pour Toujours” is a classic love song in any language, sung in a sweet, breathy voice. “New English Moosh Song” is just that, but I’m a sucker for good moosh and the arrangement is beautiful. “Treasure of the Soul,” sung in clear, deep, sexy tones, is a lovely love song with nice percussion and an V evocative cello line. It brings up bittersweet memo-' ' ries of old loves and reminds me that some relationships happen in order to open your mind, rather than to last for any length of time. “Crushes” makes me want to flirt with someone just to feel that tension between ‘ impulse and ‘good behavior.’ In another example of her sense of humor, Lucie Blue treats us to two different arrangements of “Sweet Torment.” At first, I thought my CD player was repeating itself until I read the notes. She says “okay, so I couldn’t make up my mind... it had a groove, yet it also made me feel so not necessarily in that order. Log Cabin Club executive I for those who are different or less fortunate; ' ' In contrast, “Les Ailes d’Angele” (sounds like Hells Angels) is a cool, driving, dark, and funny tale of a women’s motorcycle group on a road trip one Saturday. The arrangement is brilliant. From the intro, I expected to hear a story of dark deeds, anger, and import. The lyrics made me gig- gle. A heavy bass line in a minor key gives a contradictory background to the picture of a bunch of women on L BI Tngmblay |’rfi"'Ready Record Company Here director'Richard Tafel, an ordained minister, gives read- ers an opportunity to understand his journey as an out and activist member of the GOP in Party Crasher: A Gay Republican Challenges Politics as Usual. In Part I of his book, Tafel offers a unique, albeit biased, look at gay history. His review of how gays react to rejection (assimilationists, liberationists, and libertar- ians) is interesting. According to Tafel, assimilationists like the Human Rights Campaign want to be liked, lib- erationists like ACT UP want to overturn the entire sys- tem, and libertarians reject identity politics, hate big government, and take responsibility for their own lives. Party Crasher also offers a look at Tafel’s coming out process. Sadly, Tafel describes his struggle with whether to come out as a Republican while a student at Harvard Divinity School — not his struggle with coming out as a gay man. “I made the decision to be honest with my classmates that day, to tell the truth and let the chips fall where they may. I came out as a Republican,” he writes. Not exactly a bold move for a white guy presumed to be straight at Harvard. Tafel’s book contains other disappointments; a big one is a misunderstanding of the political spectrum. He characterizes I-IRC executive director Elizabeth Birch as “far left” in spite of the fact that the I-IRC endorsed Sen. Al D’Amato (R-NY) injhis unsuccessful reelection bid and has abandoned the transgendered community in the ENDA debate. Why then does Tafel characterize Birch as “far left?” His explanation is inadequate. Tafel’s revisionist view of history also applies to his love fest with the Reagan administration. He even goes "fragile :)” Both are worth a listen. V so far as to make excuses for Reagan’s response to the AIDS crises. “President Reagan didn’t veto any AIDS bills,” he writes. Unfortunately Tafel’s analysis com- pletely misses any discussion of Reagan’s lack of lead- ership on AIDS; one is left wondering if Tafel has ever heard of the term. Throughout Party Crasher, Tafel is rightfully critical of President Clinton’s “compromise” on the military ban. Ironically, though, Tafel himself advocates a “don’t ask, don’t tell” policy regarding sexuality. He profiles high-ranking gay Republicans who lived their profes- sional lives in the closet, uses pseudonyms to describe some of the other people in the book, and even touts a speech by a closeted gay man at the 1996 Republican national convention. Additionally, he is critical of Gay Pride marches. According to Tafel, Gay Pride marches provide libera- tionists an opportunity to prove “how loud and radical” they are and assimilationists with an opportunity to demonstrate “how organized and powerful” they are. Apparently “liberationists” like Tafel just stay home - more “don’t ask, don’t tell.” In spite of the book’s flaws, Party Crasher is worth reading. Although biased, Tafel’s views are sincere and rarely heard by the gay community — or by the GOP, for that matter. “Changing the Republican Party on gay issues should be the single most important goal of gay Democrats, Republicans, and Independents_,” he says when summarizing his view of gay political strategy. If you also believe this, no matter what your politics, Party Crasher is worth a look. V