FAITH BY THE REV. CHRISTINE S. LESLIE pirituality is a word we use S to talk about how we are drawn to and interact with The Holy One. Sexuality is a word we use to talk about how we are drawn to and interact with another person. Because spirituality and sexuality both involve relating to a “significant other,” I have come to believe that they are opposite sides ofthe same coin. The coin in question is the coin of intimacy. I like the imageof a coin because it imme- diately imparts that an exchange of some- thing valuable is involved. Being intimate is an exchange of life- enhancing energy and involves an ability to be vulnerable and a willingness to risk being honest about what we think, feel, and need. Intimacy can occur when we share stuff that’S personal, private, and precious with someone who receives what we share with acceptance, love and support. This kind of exchange usually gives us a sense of safety, self-worth, com- fort, contentment, and joy. These are wonderful sensa- tions to experience. We need to experience them in order to know first-hand that life is worth living. In fact, the very memo- ries of these experiences are often what help us make it through the dark periods in ‘our lives. Because our hunger for sexual and spiritual intimacy is as “hard-wired” into our makeup as breathing air and eating food, life simply cannot be all that it is meant to be withouthealthy inti- mate relationships. This means that when we ignore, minimize, or trivialize our hunger for healthy intimate relationships, we do so at great risk to our health and well-being. If relating in meaningful, inti- mate ways with The Sacred One Fai_lIl Matters 8. R, Inumacv Matters of us finally start to listen to our souls after we have experienced one too many failed relation- ships or can no longer stand the pain of livingvin isolation from ourselves, other people, and The Holy One. Faith matters and intimacy We deserve to feast sexually and ‘ A spiritually and thrive as spiritual and sexual beings. and other people is what we all need in order to know first-hand that life is worth living, then why is it that so many of us don’t know how to have these kinds of relationships? Why do so many of us struggle with relating to The Holy Spirit? Why do so many of us struggle to find and keep a healthy intimate sex- ual relationship with another person? There are many reasons why so many of us live, at best, on bread-and-water diets of spiritu- al and sexual intimacy. For those of us who are GLBT, under- standing the reasons for this in our own lives often takes enor- mous courage. It may involve delving into the unhealed wounds of our past so they can be lanced, cleaned, and healed. It also involves a willingness to take a parallel look at what we believe about the nature of human sexuality and what we believe about the nature of The Holy One. Because traditional religions of every stripe have perpetuated so much negativity about the nature of human sexuality and the nature of The Sacred One, it’s a miracle that any of us ever even have a conscious desire to know The Holy One or another human being on intimate terms! That we have souls that tell us the truth, whether we listen or not, is a stroke of fortune. Many Psst! There's more To read in OITM besides No kidding! Dykes To Watch Out For! matters intersect when we change our own negative beliefs and behaviors, and start to believe that we don’t deserve to live on bread-and-water diets of intimacy. In fact, we deserve to feast sexually and spiritually and thrive as spiritual and sexual beings. I highly recommend two books that have been helpful to me in my ownjoumey: The God We Never Knew by Marcus Borg and The Good Book by Peter Oomes. Both do a wonderful job of refuting what traditional Christianity has done to portray the ligature of human sexuality and Of The Holy One in negative terms. Last but not least, I recom- mend a book called Psalms For Praying: An Invitation to Wholeness by Nan C. Merrill. This is one of the most moving and intimate renditions of the Psalms I have ever come across. Merrill has done an amazing job of re-framing the Psalms of the Hebrew Scripture, which, in her own words, I “often reflect a patriarchal society based on fear and guilt that projects evil and OUT IN THE MOUNTAINS — FEBRUARY 1998 — 17 RICK RECCHIO, M.D.. F.A.A.P. specializing in iiilrilvscvizt and pediatric medical care PO Box 806, 184 Rt. 7 South Milton, VT 05468 (888) 527-8189 rrechio@together.net MAGGIE FRAMPTON MSW ACSW LICENSED CLINICAL SOCIAL WORKER PSYCHOTHERAPY - CONSULTATION ADULTS - ADOLESCENTS PROFESSIONAL CONFIDENTIAL MONTPELIER, VT (802) 229-5071 Burlington 860-6360 Montpelier 229-5220 JOSIE JUI-IASZ, M.A. Lic. 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