page 3 . February 1986 . Out in the Mountains Finding our voices For too long, lesbians and gay men have been denied our voice. Our existence has been defined by others — the medical, psychiatric, religious and legal authorities gained power over us through their ability to name us. The names they called us were neither pretty nor true - "sick, disturbed, immoral and dangerous." Their names kept us isolated from each other, ashamed of our own selves, and frightened of the world around us . Somehow, almost miraculously, that has changed. In the decade and a half since Stonewall, lesbians and gay men have taken power over our own lives by defining our own existence. We have changed our own, and society's, perception of who we are. As far as we have come, however, there is still far to go. Lesbians and gay men still face the challenge of living in a world which is essentially homophobic and sexist. The reality of life for most lesbians and gay men still involves a significant amount of fear — fear of being discriminated against, fear of physical violence, fear of being found out. Yet, against that background, there is a significant amount of joy - the joy of being part of a loving and caring lesbian and gay community, the joy of discovering new ways of living and loving, the joy of simply finding and recognizing each other. Our community is full of creative, talented, dedicated and wonderful people. Anything which ties us together is a step forward: a way of fighting the myths and lies about us, a way of building a stronger community, a way of giving strength and hope to ourselves. "Out in the Mountains" looks forward to being part of that community building Thankyou, Haymarket We would like to extend special thanks to the Haymarket People’s Fund which provided a $2,000 start-up grant for this newspaper. Haymarket is a progressive foundation which funds a wide array of progressive projects, and which has a special commitment to lesbian/gay organizing. Haymarket is Boston based and funds groups throughout New England. Some of you may remember that it was a Haymarket grant, awarded to Common Woman, that helped fund Vermont’s first lesbian/gay pride march in 1983. This began an event which will continue this June 14th with our fourth annual pride march and celebration. If you would like to contact Haymarket for more information, write to: The Haymarket People’s Fund 25 West Street Boston, Mass. 02111 process in Vermont. We recognize the special challenges lesbians and gay men face in a small, rural state - as well as the special opportunities. We hope that you will think of this as your newspaper -- whether you're just now "coming out" to yourself or you're "out" on the evening news. As the paper grows and evolves, it will be up to you to shape and mold it to fit your needs and concerns. We make no special claim to speak for all lesbian and gay Vermonters. What we hope to provide is a mechanism for your voices to be heard. The diversity of our experience is incredible. The voice of our community is not the voice of any small group, but rather a rich and varied, sometimes discordant, cacophony of countless men and women. We hope you'll join with us and add your voice to that beautiful chorus. You can have a future in the exciting world of lesbian/gay journalism. As an "Out in the Mountains" writer, artist, photographer, typist, layout person, editor, ad salesperson, or distribution volunteer, you can learn all there is to be known about modern print media (or at least have some fun while we stumble our way through each of our monthly issues). Intrigued? Want to find out more’? Come to the next staff meeting, Friday, February 7th, 7.30 pm at the Peace and Justice Center in Burlington; write us at Box 438, Hinesburg, VT 05461; or call Terje at 658-0883.