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"I "I7ut'lntlIa'mniIn'tuII'I's l~ NQVEMl3ER:2006 I MOUNTAINPRIDEMEDIAORG lapsed on the floor amid peals .the paint into small circles just like INAFAMILYWAY BY ARLENE ISTAR PEV Practically Perfect in Every Way MOST PEOPLE WHO HAVE CHILDREN have some vague plans to parent better than their parents had. I had visions of a fim home, filled with laughter and toys.,I knew I would never worry. much about things like children with_ chocolate on their faces, or rooms with toys strewn about. But it turned out to be a bit different than I had envisioned. It seems that children with chocolate on their faces often have it on their hands too, and therefore it is also on the walls, counters, toilet paper, schoolbooks, check , book And the toys strewn about on the floor are often broken, sometimes with sharp edges, and the chocolate wrapper that was left on the floor when the chocolate on their faces was first constuned becomes a homing device for all the ants in the neighborhood. I didn’t know that homes filled with laughter, of- ten meant that par- ents were the butt ofthejokes,»literally: - — My younger son has referred to me as “Ms Butt-Fanny,” and then col- of laughter; any attempts on my part at that moment at serious discipline will just re- inforce the pejorative title at least he called me “Ms.” I remember thinking: I would love to spend hours playing with finger paints with my children. All you need is newspa- per to cover the floor, some old clothes, and how messy could it be? But when my son stuck his head into the blue paint and shook it, like a wet dog, it made me rethink the fun of painting indoors. I put the paint away on a high shelf and was therefore surprised four years later when his younger brother climbed onto the shelf and opened each plastic paint bottle and attempted to neatly pour they do in school. I luckily came into the room when the third bottle was rtmning down the length of the living room. Do you know the clean up song‘? “Clean up, clean up, everybody everywhere, clean up...” It’s supposed to engage the child in helping, but really it’s just a kind of a verbal time out, a mantra to calm down parents. I once heard a dad tell a story about how he used to go to visit friends with children and he’d see them jumping on the furniture, kicking their parents, throwing food on the floor and he’d think, “Why do they allow that?” Then he had children and said now he understood that they didn’t “al- low” it, they just hadn't figure out how to stop it. My therapist voice wants to say “yet,” but it is a more hopeful voice than my experienced parent voice. Like dogs that hump, and cats that refuse to come when called, children do not simply do as they are told. Some actually do the opposite of what they are told, and some don’t even care much if they get caught. When my younger son was discovered eating a few pounds of Belgium chocolate (actually procured in Belgium) wrap- pers included, he didn’t even stop eating it while I ran up the stairs, yelling, smoke coming out of my ears. He just sat there and chewed. When I screamed, “What were you thinking?” he ex- plained, “Well,” he said slowly, “I knew you would never let me eat it, so I thought what is the worst thing you were gonna do to me if I did?” What a great question! What was the worst thing I could do, legal- ly, that is? I know the feeling of watching parents yell at children, yank children by the arm, threaten them inanely, “I will leave you in the store forever,” and thinking how ineffective, in- appropriate, and sometimes bordering on abusive these I parenting strategies are, yet I’d be a liar if I didn’t say I've watched myself do- ing them. I say “watched myself,” because it is a bit of an out of body ex- perience, usually when I’m overtired (did I ever mention that parenting is exhausting?), or God forbid, ill. Illness is sim- ply not allowed when you are a parent. If you are running a fever, have a headache, or are throwing up, children kin d of cock their heads and quietly look at you strangely, turn their music up higher, jump on the bed, leap onto your body and say, “Sony, you don’t feel well So, when’s dinner?” I used to have many opinions about all the things my mother did wrong while parenting me. Now I suspect she actually deserves an award for all the things she could have done much worse, for all the ways she modeled restraint. Unlike Mary Poppins, I am not Practically Perfect in most, ways, and I have discovered more ways to be imperfect than I ever even imagine existed.V_ Arlene lstar. Lev is a family therapist in Albany, New York and is the author of The Complete Lesbian and Gay Parenting Book and Transgender Emergence. She and her partner Sundance are the parents of Shaiyah, age 11, and Eliezer, age 6. You can reach her through www.choicesconsu|ting.com