Views: Who Has Truly Faith? ‘ e administration of George N Bush has diverted two-thirds of HIV prevention money distributed by the Centers for Disease Control to “faith—based” organizations. What is left will be divided among the rest, including Community Based Organizations like the AIDS Project of Southern Vermont. The AIDS Project of Southern Vermont has been provid- ing Southem ‘Vermont with HIV prevention services since 1995. I have no quarrel with faith-based HIV prevention pro- grams. Any program that keeps someone from getting infected with HIV is welcome. I have no quarrel with an organization that teaches abstinence first, as long as they "include condom use and the use of clean needles in their message. What I do object to is the assump- tion that Community Based Organizations such as, the AIDS Project of Southern Vermont are not “faith-based.” Faith has many ‘ meanings, and it is not limited to a church building, or any specific religious body. Randy Shilts writes in And the Band Played On, “By October 2, 1985, the morning Rock Hudson died, the word was famil- iar to almost every household in . the Western world. AIDS. Acquired Inrrnune Deficiency Syndrome had seemed a comfortably distant threat to most of those who had heard of it before, the misfortlme of people who fit into rather distinct classes of outcasts and social pariahs. But suddenly, the summer of 1985, when a movie star was diagnosed with the disease and the newspa- out in the mountains Kept pers couldn’t stop talking about it, the AIDS epidemic became palpa- ble and the threat loomed every- where.” Do you remember? Here we are in 2004, 19 years later, and the threat of this epidemic is still ‘ “palpable and ...everywhere.” A And who was it that had the faith we could, if not cure this disease, help those infected and affected'to find the direct services they needed to live the best they could? Who was it had the faith we could_raise enough money from individuals, foundations and gov- ernment grants to do this? Who was it had faith we could help peo- ple know what put them at risk and support them in life changes to reduce that risk? Who was it- that had faith we could find the people who cared enough and had enough , love and compassion for others to do the work necessary to provide direct and prevention services? It was c_:ommunity—based organiza- tions. Since 1988 when the AIDS Project of Southern Vermont began its work, we have provided direct services for hundreds of peo- ple infected and affected by AIDS. We have provided three targeted prevention programs since 1993. They are for men who have sex with men, women and youth at risk, and for users of injection drugs. These programs have been primarily funded, but not totally, by the Centers for Disease Control (CDC). We have faithfully fulfilled the requirements for these pro- grams by the CDC. But even beyond that, we have raised thou- sands and thousands of private dol- lars — money our town govem- ments did not have to raise. We have always had the faith we could do that. And we have year after year. This year, 2004, we are writ- ing a new three-year grant. This is for CDC money distributed by the Vermont Department of Health. We may not befunded at all. We may be funded but with large cuts. Whatever happens, I am outraged by a government that will punish us, and’Verrnont CARES in Burlington, and ACORN in Lebanon, New Hampshire, with less dollars because we are not connected, as an organization, with any church. I’ve lived in thisgworld for 69 years. I feel blessed every day to work with the people I do, and with the clients we have. They have taught me’ that love, compas- sion, friendship and caring are the primary values in this world. They have taught me that life is pre— ' cious. They have taught me what faith, real faith, is all about. How much more faith- based can you get? V {Lynn Martin belongs to Putney Friends Meeting. She has worked ‘I at the AIDS Project of Southern Vermont since1991 and as an HIV _ Prevention Specialist since 1998. Her book of poetry Visible Signs of Defiance was published in 1995. - Views: Death, Life & Politics irth, Life, Death, Rebirth. These are the cycles of nature, the cycles we see in our own lives. There is something native to my soul when I watch the seasons change, and at this time of year watching all the death, it often brings a bittersweet feeling. Hallowe’en, or Samhain (SOW-en) is that time of year when, according to ancient beliefs, the veils between the worlds are thinnest. The veil between the land of the living and the land of the dead is thinned and we honor those that have passed in the previous year, and beloved dead from years past. We honor the ancestors and what they’ve passed on to us in our cells-, in their stories: their wisdom and folly too. zeichner S This year, as autumn takes over, warningof the coming winter, we are also witness to the great performance that American politics, especially presidential, has become. For your entertainment this year we have the military deserter taking aim at the service of the decorated war hero. LIES = TRUTH as Orwell might ‘say. Something has died in American politics. We watched its lingering demise for decades but, in the decision of the Supreme Court in Gore vs. Bush, the death knell sounded. American democracy is officially up for grabs to the highest bidder, no need to even pretend otherwise anymore. That being said, I can’t give up hope. I will vote. And, while participating in the political game, I will also continue to do what I can to leave as small a mark as I can on the planet. I continue to distance myself from consumer culture. The less we revere the dollar, the less relevant the corrupt political system will become. By working and con- verting life energy into money, we make it possible to “spend” our energy in the ways we choose. If we send less and less of it to the corrupt politicians in the form of taxes, in the form of supporting the corpora- tions that “own” the politicians, we reclaim our power! Buying less stuff = reclaiming power! My hope is that more and more people will continue to honor the earth in their daily lives, in community rituals, in remembering to see the sacred earth all around. Samhain is “Pagan New Year’s.” It’s the end of one cycle of fertility, the seeds gone to rest for winter, gestating the beginning of the next fertile season. Let this year end by releasing that which we no longer need. Let the New Year begin by the people reclaiming their power. Postscript: Since this was writ- ten some things have occurred in my life that affirm my belief that the sacredness of life takes prece- dence over everything. Life trumps wealth, stuff, power, etc., all things which people in our society strive for. It is my deep disappointment in our species, in our willingness to kill for stuff, that causes my great- est grief. It is the wonder of our spirits, the kindness and generosity we are capable of, and our creativi- ty, which inspire and nourish me.V Walter Zeichner is a psychothera- pist, bodyworker, farmer, witch, and political activist of conscience who lives in Bolton. \ x Ml :1