BY PETER JACOBSEN tephen Greco, a former editor sof The/ldvocate, has written 204 pages devoted to how much he loves cock. The Sperm Engine earnestly tries to integrate classic smut and postmodern queer intellect, and ultimately tells stories with crystal-clear components of each. He insists, rightly so, that smut and intellect can be mixed thorough- ly, but does not always transition smoothly between the two. While sexy, thoughtful stories have been put to paper for centuries, Greco writes from a truly spectacular sexual history, illuminating erotic frontiers some queers consider from a dis- tance. Greco surveys subjects ranging from oral sex “service sta- tions" to masturbatory prayer circles, from intimate fisting to impersonal ‘public sex. It’s simple to write decent pornography by describing this enlarged appendage and that tender motion, but this collection has a real familiarity to it. It is so autobio- graphical that stories feel personal and universal. This intimacy makes his stories truly erotic. In “Men and Their Issues.” Greco shares snapshots of men seek- ing sex, intimacy, or romance. If any thread of the story feels alien — we can’t all be male models. after all — the familiar feelings of loneliness. ambiguity, and anticipation ground the story for every reader. Probably the best story in Greco reiterates through every story that the personal is political is sexual is emotional is intellectual is spiritual is corporeal. this collection is “The Trout," a story about a young A-lister learning about his sexuality while climbing the social ladder at the expense of those around him. The least outwardly sex- ual, this story nonetheless continues with themes of finding intimacy, redefining relationships, and under- standing desire. In the end, the “trout,” swimming upstream, finds he most wants what he can’t have: a vbutch, straight, beautiful actor. While the object of his desire is literally in his grasp, he finds even the prettiest, most successful people can’t always win. This easy read is not a read without impact. Audre Lorde said the personal is political (as did many after her). Greco takes thismantraya step further by reiterating through every story that the personal is politi- cal is sexual is emotional is intellec- tual is spiritual is corporeal. With the breadth of experience Greco brings to bear on his writing, he shares real observations about sex and relation- ships. To preach the religion of . cock while conveying the urgency of loving, the necessity of making a connection, and the importance of trusting the body’s instincts: that is the challenge. Edmund White, Andrew Holleran, Thom Gunn,‘NeiI Bartlett, Gordon Merrick, and Gore Vidal — to name just a few — have written over the past fifty years about the role of sex in the creation of one of many queer identities. Greco builds upon these themes, and explic- itly states what many queer folk have learned from sharing intimacy out- side of the “mainstream”: sex is pow- erful, the body is powerful, culture is ‘ powerful, relationships are powerful, love is powerful. To read about sex free from guilt, blame, or heavy-handed moral- ity is so refreshing, especially in a time when the Supreme Court is con- sidering, once again, whether sex between two men is inherently immoral. Arguments against queer sex seem trite, foolish and moot against the backdrop Greco paints: a world where sex never stops and is always innovating. Such stories also breathe fresh air into a state where those scared of sex can whip up a furor over HIV prevention activities at so-called Public Sex Environments. At least briefly, Stephen Greco provides counter- points for accusations, crack downs, and sex panics. Through all of his stories. Greco considers himself an eronaut, exploring sex blissfully, but - neverjudging those who’ve not yet ventured as far. . His stories are either bru- tally autobiographical or ridiculously far-flung. The truth does not ulti- mately matter, because Greco’s “les- sons” transcend the details of the sto- ries themselves. A more skeptical reader of this book might hope for more purely hot action or slightly expanded thinking. It may be a sort of“porn lite.” Unlike America’s sexy role models, who will always be watered down or sanitized, Greco searches for reality. Stephen Greco affirms love, intellect and romance simply by being a genuinely sexual person. Those looking for unadul- terated smut might be better served by just about any glossy magazine, but for those seeking a thought-pro- voking body-positive sexual mani- festo. this might be the perfect col- lection of dirty stories. Y Peter Jacobsen is a’Dartm0uth grad now living in Burlington. 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