editorial What a Long, Strange, Difficult, Rewarding Trip It’s Been ith this issue, Out in the Mountains begins its 17th year of publication , and I complete my first year as edi- ‘ tor. It’s been a long journey for the paper, placing us among a rare few GLBTQ publications who have man- aged to survive discrimination, increasing printing and production costs, the ebbing (and thankfully, the rising) of community involvement to continue to document, celebrate, vali- date, comfort, and express the lives of lesbians, gay men, bisexuals, transfolk, and queers. That we continue to do it in a small rural state Without the clus- ters of gay-centered bars, gyms, com- mercial party sites whose full-page top, I-{ugh Coyle passes the torch to Deb ' Lashman in 1991; above, Jason Whipple yields to Euan Bear, April 2002. ads support (and pad) the pages of larger papers is nothing short of amazing! I looked back through our archive this month, and talked to, emailed and phoned as many former editors as I could reach for a little perspective on our communities’ his- tory in print as they experienced it. Howdy Russell, of Hinesburg, was involved from the first moment. “I remember us sitting down — Vermonters for Lesbian and Gay Rights, that is — to write a grant to the Haymarket Foundation in David Ryan’s apartment in Burlington and trying to figure out what we were going to write the grant for. The idea of a vehicle for communication seemed like the best idea.” In the earliest days, there was no designated editor. “There was a group of us getting articles togeth- er,” Howdy recalls. In the first 5 years, listing the names of the «people involved in the paper was an issue: the group did not want to give credit only to the ones who were “out” or in “safe” jobs, while others doing equal- ly important work for the paper could not have their names listed for fear of losing a job, a housing situation, or even custody of a child. What was most difficult was the chaos and uncertainty: “People would make commitments for articles and then it wouldn’t show up. It was the most challenging thing — well, along with finances.” ' - When the—paper was in danger of folding in late 1989, Hugh Coyle was among a col- . lection of com- munity mem- bers who responded to a call for help, and he became the first desig- nated editor in June of 1990. This stint. last- ed a year, as a I job took him out of state,‘ “My fondest OITM my first,” he writes, “the ' nightiwhen dozens of interested folks gathered at the Burlington public library to save the newspaper from disap--i pearing. Iwas there with some friends from Middlebury, ‘ where we had just launched a small group for gay, lesbian, and bisexual people. OITM became something of a central focus for us. It gave our group a sense of purpose and pre- pared us well for the political road ahead.” Hugh had a second stint as editor from April of 1996 to May of 1997: “From the first ‘editorial meeting’ (when the departing editors threw the keys to the OITM office into the room and shouted ‘Good luck!’) to the debut of our spiffy new OITM T-shirts on a soaking-wet Pride Day, from the numerous (and joyous) anniversary and holiday par- ties with the staff to a nearly fatal accident on a wintry day while driv- - June 1993'. Lashinan coi1clu'de's."‘Ii T , or same-sex mariiage? Nopetfltiwasxi‘ ~ ,"|v memory is also _' ' onslaught from readers — both rnale__» cover the incredible places _ ing pages off to the printers, my tiit_1e',,e;.}, with OITM produced some of the , most memorable moments of ‘my life.‘.,_H».,: It taught me the true meaning of, pride and community service, and g I how wonderfully .the two work, . 4.’: together.” 1 ' Deb Lashman, now an, , g- ; attorney with Schoenberg & , ‘ .i ,1 Associates in Burlington, was the i ‘A F editor for three of the years (l99l-‘ 1994) between -Hugh Co'yl'e’s two 9' v ‘Er! terms before heading.off to law ' .' ;:, school. ' r - , - ' - U‘ The «most difficultissue she/ti remembers was “dealing -with the A .3 issue of NAMBLA [the North American Man-Boy Love - -~ -‘-‘E Association] wanting to place an ad ' in the classifieds. There were heated differen;:e_s that were certainly, _ (,,fl,§ brought foitlie forefront: were we a‘ ' '" newspaper or s'omething')el)se?' Ivcame" downion the side of our being a‘ ' i U newspaper.” The who’le"issue Ipl'OfI'lOf-1" ed ‘discussion and loud pas'sions,’Deb»'"' says, and the ad wentiri'afterward. ' 9'9"‘ ' One of the most iawl<'ward‘r‘“".i issues came up when “I was in the ' ' position 'of having to report on my: i own case,” she recalls. Deb and her ""1 partner had‘ petitioned for her‘ right to , adopt her‘ p'artnelr’s'biol'o'gical son as i." the “second parent." The_prob'atei‘ judge denied the petition, and ‘the ' “if [: ‘ case‘ went to thestate S'upreme'Coui‘t',"’ . rrq which handed down aidecisioii in’ ’ "' have fond'memori‘es‘ o'f'ed'it'ing‘the" ‘*9’ "‘ paper with my son (now ll) inrny " ‘J’ ‘ lap in the weeihouirs (>f’tlfe morning.” ‘ Fred‘Kuhr took over-from" Deb Lashman and ‘stayed -on from’ ' ' ‘ 1994 to 1996. " ' ' ‘ 7 “One of the'controversies "'5 that I will neve'r forget during my time as editor was the issue that prompted.m0re letters to the-editor - than any other. Was it about gays in the military, ant_i-discrimination Laws, about how much reade’rs"l"ove their ‘ ‘Dykes To Watch Out For,’” Fred writes. He’sVnow an,edito_r. at._th_e V —_ an; Boston-based In Newsweekly - , ,W‘__.ij: _ “I_ pr.inted,.a letterto the , ,.~-Q9; editor from a Rutlandrarea church . , _,‘t leader whose church distributed Out ._:.i= In The Mo,uritaz'/is in its entryway: This reader questioned what she _sa,w_--,v asthe raciness of some ofAllison . . ».~ Bechdel’s cartoons and,wond.ered if,‘ printing. such explicit scenes ‘as les-. . bians engagedin oral sex was c_oun-- -,- terproductive to the cornmunity’s , (,4 outreach to straight allies. '_ _. at “The result was an ' _-.:, and female — who went so far as to ' argue that OITM shouldnever have ._ ,3, published the original letter inrthe, . first place. The lesson: It’s called _ ‘Dykes To Watch Out For’ for a rea- . ,. :9 son. ._ , With some fill-in help from Deb Lashman, the paper took on a new editor (or is it the other way - around?) — Chris Moes — in July » 1997. He ran the ‘paper until.October 2.,- l998: “I remember seeing rain _ _ ,3 through my windshield_andjust feel», a. ing so sick of it, it was in May I , think and I was doing a great deal of - driving and it seemed to rain every- . day. OITM was, among a hundred 3,’. other things, an opportunity to _ , , explore the state, and dis- , , >>