A Look Back at the Paper's History by Miki Thomas - I remember back in the fall of 1985 when the idea of a gay and lesbian newspa- ; perforVermontstartedtogainmomentum. As Philip Roberts wrote in an article cele- bratingthesecond anniversaryofoutin the Mountain: in February 1988, the now de- _ funct Vermonters for Lesbian and Gay Rights (VLGR) felt that “a vehicle was needed to help the lesbian/gay community develop a method of sharing what was - happening in our political. social. and per- sonal lives.“ ' late November of thatyear,ameeting ‘ was held at the Peace and Justice Center in the Mountains Vermont). To money. People's Fund later held. and issue of Out in to Burlington OITM Celebrates Fifth Birthday Burlington to start up such a paper. Repre- sentatives fmm VIJGR and interested community members such as myself at- tended the meeting. We discussed the con- tents of the paper and the name of it (Out in gay pride logos of New Hampshire and applied for a grant front the I-laymarket People's Fund of Boston for start-up The grant from the Haymarket get the paper going. Several meetings were Carrie Coy joined 017‘ M after moving Onand On, Better and Better OITM Retrospectivet;..,,........,..,.., met, and the other three had all reached the burnout point. This would have been the end of OIT M unless, as Carrie Coy put it, “we could scare up people to help out." An insert was put into the January 1990 issue with the ominous declaration that “This is 017‘ M ‘s last issue." The insert hadoneray ofhope- italsosaidthata meeting would be held the next month to discuss whether 01'!‘ M should be kept alive or be allowed to die a dignified death. On February 17, 1990, over forty people from all over Vermont met at the Fletcher Free Library in Burlington. Local media showed up as well, and the meeting was covered on WCAX News that night and the Burlington Free Press the follow- ing morning. 'I‘lieconsensus wasthat0lTM _ needed to be kept alive, for OITM served a 1 vital role in the lives of gay and lesbian Vermonters and their friends. For Carrie Coy, however, even this positive reaction left her a bit skeptical: "I wasn't sure if the group was willing to put the work into it." But now, she says. “lt’s wonderful to see the paper thrive." Since that Febniary meeting, a group ' of fifteen or so individuals has met iegulary toputihepaperoutonamonthlybasisand tolive uptothepurposeasitwas statedin the very first issue five years ago and as it continues to be stated today. areas to receive OITM were Montpelier, where a man distributed 200 copies. and Brattleboro, where copies were sent off to Colors. one of the town's gay bars. Over the next four yairs, OIT M began to gain power as the mouthpiece of Ver- mont's gay and lesbian communities. A case in point is the political polling often done. When VLGR would poll candidates before the November elections regarding their stands on issues of interest to the gay and lesbian communities, it received little response. However, when OIT M con- ducted a similar poll in 1986, almost all of thecandidates responded when it was made clear that the results would be published. OITM covered major stories as well. ' The first issue of OIT M covered legislation ‘- thatwouldbandiscriminationagainstthose '_ who are l-lIV+. Since then, OIT M has cov- ‘= ered the Pride parades. the l986 ERA : campaign, the Gay Rights Bill hearings of 4 1987 and 1988, and the 1987 March on ‘ Washington Membership, however, did not grow during that period. A handful of people g were still doing the jobs of writing, typing, .. laying out, and distributing the paper. By 1989, key people had left and new ones _~ hadn't come in. The collective had ‘ dwindled to four people. One member was going to leave the area the following sum- remembers that it was exciting for her to work on the paper. A small handful of people would meetatthe beginning of each month to plan the next month's issue and then would meet later to read over and edit whatever stories and press releases came into the office, which at that time was rented from the Peace and Justice Center. As OIT M was not yet computerized, all of the layout was done by hand. Once the paper was printed up, the collective members would then collate it and get it ready to mail to subscribers and distribute around town. There were only fifty to sixty subscribers at that point, with the emphasis being on free distribution around the Burlington area. The only other (continued on page 4) was chosen based 0l'l past finance the enterprise, we came through for 32.000 to the next February, the fust the Mountains appeared. in Febniary of 1986. She Hugh Coyle ‘X RIPTON -- Out In The Mountains has : comea long way since its inception a decade ago. Looking back on that relatively short history, I am amazed by. how much gay, lesbian, and bisexual Vermonters have accomplished in that time. Our newspaper has reflected that success and growth, developing from a sometimes “catch as catch can” underground flyer into a substantial publication whose readership continues to expand. My own history with the newspaper began in February 1990. when OITM was in serious danger of disappearing entirely. A special public meeting was convened to Continued from page 1 received a note via campus mail expressing surprise and joy at the article, along with a brave confession: ‘I've read those books too!" Within weeks we were gathered together officially for the first time, and 0l'I'M's pending demise was high on our list of topics to discuss. (Actually, it was the only topic we had to discuss, other than how good the brownies were that our hostess served. Just what had we hoped to accomplish by meeting like that anyway?) We ventured off to Burlington together. at that time content just to listen. and marvel at the strength and comrriitment displayed by those who had previously been associated with the newspaper. A follow-up meeting was scheduled, and that’s when it happened. Somehow, for reasons I cannot fully recall or explain, my right hand went up in the air when the facilitators asked if anyone was interested in becoming the new editor. Several other people offered to help out, and a month or so later, the “Phoenix" issue of the paper rose from the ashes. 'I'liough that issue was only four pages long and somewhat rough in its conception, the crisis had been averted, and 1 0l'l'M lived to see its fifth year. One cannot say enough good things about the group of people that came together in those years with the common mission of saving the paper. I recall long meetings and sorrietimes heated discussions about form and content. Likewise, 1 the follow-up socializing over pizza at 2achary’s or ice cream at Ben" and Jerry's. Soon, we were stuffing newspapers once a month on a Saturday nioniing, then heading off to stuff ourselves with lunch or three hour business rneetiiigs in the-afternoon. inooipomion. effort, we felt it entirely jiistified). lastedthelongest forme. Thoughts from a former editor somewhere in Burlington, then returiiing to have two and moved to include bisexuals in the masthead(everaoontroversy,btitwithtwo bisexuals, niyselfincltideipmtiltginagreatdealoftiniearitl While coveringstorieslikethebrutal beating of agay rnanoutsideofl’earls.wesupportedoneanother aid rmisteredtheeouragetoeryinsyinpathyinthe morningttienspeakuploudlyathearingsonttiellate Crimes Bill (then in legislaion) in the evening. As journalists, weweteallhyper-sensitivetothe stateof gayaffairs'inthestate.1'liattranslatedintomonierits ofextremefrustruionaid disappointmentas wellas timesofgi'eatdelightandliappiriess.1'helatterfiave Receiving expIicit“safesex" articlesonthefax inachineinmydaytirneoffice (and havingthe in readthernbefdedelivei-ingthemtoirie) always left me wondering abotiI_this new address the situation; in many ways, that meeting was my first introduction to a g/Vb community that I have come to love and respect even more with each passing year. At the time, four staff members at Middlebury College (including myself) had just come together to create a group that would eventually bear the name GLEAM (Gay and Lesbian Employees At Middlebury). That group owes its existence to OITM; an article of mine reviewing gay and lesbian books served as the catalyst for the four of us finding one another. Shortly after its publication, I Continued on page 5. extracurricular activity of mine. Opening letters from _people who thought Out In The Mountains was a backpacking newspaper always brought a smile. Listening to jokes on Alison Bechdel's answering machine as we discussed the inclusion of “Dykes To Watch Out For" in the paper also amused me. Unveiling our official OITM T-shirts during a cloudburst at the 1990 Gay Pride Day in Montpelier made an otherwise stonny day seeiri full of light. Most of all, though, I remember the people who volunteered long hours (and plenty of muscle moving boxes of papers up and down stairs). To think that such a staff of unpaid and often dissimilar individuals could come together to create something so meaningful each month. It was truly the first time I ever felt optimistic about the power of community. Whenwe_gatheredonthestepsoutsideour30 Elmwood Avenue offices in Burlington‘ (rented to us by VeririontCARESatthetime)foraholiday greeting photo,Ifeltariincredible upswell of joy and pride. ’l'liatptioto,whichappearedintheDeceiriber l990issue.rneansagreatdealtorrieaslconsiderthe newspaper’shistory.Forthefirsttii_rie,wewere wtuingtoinciuaeltmowntntotosinutepapenniuie time, it seernedlike such an incredible risk given the eventsof the previous year. 'l‘oday,lamexcitedto see somariyrnorefacesappearingirithepaperwitheach issue, smiling faoesproudfaces. beautiful faces. Even then, you could feel something momentous happening in the : state. and that impetus continues to this day. We had rescued the paper from a critical time, built-it up into a much larger, more nclusive, and more comprehensive publication, and we were featured in our pages. As gay people,.we were still lea-ning how tos_tandupartdbecountedinotirstate.1‘liatlesson,tatight,tome during my editorship, hm changed my life for the better, and I thank the paper for having provided me with the opportunity. l£J0ltingattliepapertoday.Iieniainarnaudatliowmiichwe eormntie_toaccornplishinthisstate,aIidatthelI'ghleve|ofgrace anddignitywithwhichweachieveourgoals.Ver1noritooIitinues toheaplacelilte nootherintheootintmwithitsnaiiralbeaity aitdcoinmttinerittovaluesenharicedbythestrengtliofits gay. lesln_an.artdbisexuali'esidents.’I1ierefore,wedeniaidaritl coritriiuetoproduceaqualitypublication thatiefleetsthejoys andsorrowsofourooirimuriity. 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