October 2000 | Out in the Mountains I29 Out Behind the Wall A REVIEW BY KEVIN Moss A suicidal gay teen; a young man who falls into a relationship with a woman to avoid facing his true feelings; a gay high school teacher terrified of coming out. These people and situations can turn up anywhere, even in Vermont today. What makes Heiner Carow’s treatment of them in Coming Out different is that his film is set in East Berlin before the fall of the Wall. In fact, the film pre- miered on Nov. 9, 1989, the very day the Wall was opened, which may explain how it got lost in the general tumult that followed. But it shouldn’t have: Coming Out is the first feature film really about gay life from Eastern Europe. It won a Teddy (the gay prize) and a Berlin Festival Silver Bear in 1990. While homosexuality was decriminalized in the GDR in 1968, East German society remained socially conservative and con- strained by the surveillance of the secret police. Yet by the 1980s, there was a fledgling gay movement (harbored, like other dissi- dent social movements in East Germany, by the church) and a number of discreet gay bars. It is the latter and the underground gay world that form the real background for this ground-breaking film. In the opening scenes, we meet Matthias, who is rushed to the hospital, where his stomach is pumped after a sui- cide attempt. The nurse reassures him that being gay is no reason to cry. 9 Next we meet Philipp, and the first part of the film explores his budding relationship with Tanja, a fellow teacher at the high school. Philipp, played by hunky Matthias Freihof, is awkward, shy, and tentative. Women seem attracted to him both because he’s cute as a button and because he lets them make the first move. If you think you know why Philipp’s so tentative, you’re right! When he tells his mother about his new met before and have a history, though we don’t find out for sure what kind just yet. “We were...” (long pause) “classmates,” the friend interjects. Phew! Safe for now! But the encounter sends Philipp into a brooding stroll, where he happens in front of a gay bar and is dragged inside. ' That’s where the fun begins: in a carnivalesque setting (the costumes remind one of Priscilla, girlfriend, her shock at the news is yet another hint. When he meets a friend of Tanja’s, it’s obvious they’ve ~ "~-, ._