A A local businessman recent- ly told me a story that I can’t quite get out of my head. He said a middle-aged lesbian couple, clients of his for years, told him that the advent of civil unions and the corresponding debate and spotlight on the GLBT community has upset them. They no longer feel able to go about their lives without having people question their relationship. They feel invaded and uncomfortable in a place where they had ferreted out a private and secure life. My first reaction was one of sympathy for this couple; Many amongst us are accus- tomed to keeping our personal lives very quiet. The live and let live attitude prevalent in Vermont has been the perfect place for those of us who don’t want to wear our sexual orien- tation on our sleeves or t-shirts or car bumpers. Now, it seems that safe little world has been turned on end. So I could understand the frustration of these two women. However, the more I think about it, the more I feel frus- trated by them, rather than for them. What is it that keeps so many of us living such closeted lives? What more do our activists and legislators have to do to get us all to live honestly? In Vermont, we are legally pro- tected from discrimination. We can’t be fired due to our sexual orientation. There are laws that make attacks motivated by hate a higher level of crime. Is there a valid excuse for staying in the closet anymore? I don’t think so. Even the most out amongst us, myself included, can name a few people with whom they avoid certain subjects, and the uncomfortable conversation that we fear would ensue. Do_ we really believe what our detractors say about us? Are we really other than normal? Do we deserve to live less than totally fulfilled and honest lives? I don’t think so. We are unique in the circle of minorities. We don’t neces- sarily look different, so it is possible for us to ‘pass’ as non- gay when we want to. Is that fair? The advances in civil rights we have made come on the backs of the fight for women’s rights, and those of people of color. Should we be so cavalier about admitting our minority status when it is com- fortable and tucking it away when we’re not up to the fight? for me to hide who I really was, just because I could? I don’t think so. 2 Showing our true selves is not, as our opponents often say, ‘throwing it in their faces.’ It’s being honest. Until we all live » openly and honestly, our com- munity will continue to miss many of the valuable teachable moments that have helped to win the fights we’ve won so far. If your neighbor doesn’t know you are gay, who will teach him that we are human October 2000 | Out in the Mountains I9 , ......................................... ..... ., 5 - = opinion: rom the L to out themselves on their own time—but I say the time has come. When legislators——gay and straight alike—are putting their careers on the line to win basic civilrights for us, Ijust can’t think of a, valid excuse for any one of us living under those protections to continue to hide. allow us to stay in the closet when volunteers are forsaking family lives and sleep to fur- ther our cause? I don’t think so. The laws are in place; the We must come out. We owe it to the people who have put themselves on the line for years to give us the protections we have now. I don’t think so. While I was covering the debate over our civil rights this past spring in our statehouse, I continually had to refuse offers of stickers from activists. It was clearly wrong for me to appear in that building wearing a hot pink sticker that read “I support the freedom to many.” I couldn’t wear an opinion on my sleeve. But should I openly identify myself as a lesbian? Early in the session, I real- ized that I was wearing a blaz- er with a rainbow lapel on it. The pin lives on that jacket, and I hadn’t thought about it as I put it on early that morning. Once inside the Statehouse, I saw that I was wearing the pin, ’ and started to remove it, then decided against it. I knew that had I been covering an issue of extreme importance to women, I couldn’t have—and wouldn’t have been expected to—hide or disguise my gender. Had the issue been one of discrimina- tion against people with brown eyes, I certainly wouldn’t have gone out to purchase blue con- tact lenses. Would it be right and normal and contributing members of the society he belongs to? If your coworkers 1 don’t know you’re a lesbian, will they learn that their off- hand jokes really do hurt peo- ple? We must come out. We owe it to the people who have put themselves on the line for years to give us the protections we have now. We’ve stood on their backs long enough; it’s time for each of us to take on some responsibility. Lest this be misunderstood, ' let me state unequivocally, I do not advocate outing each other. Each of us must take this on ourselves. Even the famous closeted celebrities have a right safety nets are there. If you’re afraid of losing your job, talk to the attorney general’s office. They’ll tell you how to protect yourself. If your neighbor reacts badly, alert the police. If they don’t respond properly, go over their heads. There is help out here—just use it! When you start to lose your nerve, think of Representatives John Edwards and William Fyfe, who cost themselves their seats in the legislature because they did their jobs so admirably for us. Think of peo- ple who came out in the public hearings this spring because they knew that putting a per- sonal face on the issue was the only way we were going to win RAINBOW CATTLE C0. 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